my fingers automatically type love when i want to type like. it's amazing.

i'm sorry i can't tell you. it's just one sentence, but that group of words can change a life. it sounds so simple, but there's endless layers.


again,
i'm sorry. i'm just not ready yet.

yoli and i are going to die in a hole together.

i hate all the drama
and those over-confident people
whose eyes wander away
and mind floats off

how they think they can achieve,
and have anything they want,
only if they try,
and work hard.


but don't realize how impossible it is,
how everything is so out of reach,
even after you climb mountains
and cross rivers for it.

even after you've hoped for a miracle every 11:11
and wished countless times on multiple stars
it's still so far away.
and unattainable.


for those who think they're normal,
and carry the typical drama,
you're so wrong.
it's completely absurd.

it makes me sick just seeing people,
who cry like children
and talk like they know what they're saying,
when they really don't.


just a rant-ish thing.

call me obsessed. every time i see you on fb, i can't resist clicking on your name and saying ily.

ate leftover tums antacid tablets today.

so much stuff to do.